So after running at 7.2 ptbb for 110k hands at 200 nl, my current streak is:

65k hands at .16 ptbb or (+2 buyins) .... considering stars bonuses it still pans out to like $46 an hour for me but I dont know, I just hate poker now. I want to make 100k more in this game and get out ASAP. It makes my life way less enjoyable for now.... maybe I will feel otherwise when I am out of school in a year, but for now its just too much.

Anybody else want to quit? I dunno, I dont really enjoy the game at all anymore, its all about the money. I always felt I never had the ambition or skill set to be a 1knl or higher stakes player anyway. If poker was my job or the only thing I had to do every day then it would be different. But for now, a year and a half of poker being purely free time activities outside of my other obligations has grinded myself into someone who doesn't enjoy himself as much as he used to.

I can probably already tell that I am underestimating the worth of the hourly wage I make playing poker (I THINK I am at least a 4 ptbb winrate winner at 200 nl long run... so like $160-$220 an hour ballpark). But I dont care, whats real now is that I want to have more free time to spend having fun and not worrying about asking myself the question "hmmm.... should I play poker or not?" everytime I finally get the chance to relax.



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So I have been thinking about it for a long time now and I finally pulled the trigger. I went out and through out $13k on a seadoo. I don't really know how to feel. My parents tell me I'm a freakin idiot, but idk I have like 100k just sitting in the bank and I actually wanna do something I enjoy with a little bit of it so I got one.

I got an RXT 215 hp, hopefully it goes at least 65 mph. Plus, seadoos are a great way to get big tittied chicks to hang out with you in nothing but two pieces... and they also have to hang onto you.





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Just broke up with my gf of 15 months 2 weeks ago... not good, but not bad. I kind of have decided that I want a girl with super huge tits anyway. Like seriously, I have decided that the one thing that gets me going more than anything is big boobies. I don't even care much about the face at all. I mean, shit, you can get used to an average face. You know? If you like a girl long enough, she will look pretty anyway. So from now on, its D's at least (more likely DD's at least), big enough so that when she meets my parents it will embarrass them because they know exactly what I am up to.


I tried to hit on my lunch lady at Gonzaga University, she is like 25 and Ukranian with a thick accent. But she is like 5'1 with at least DD's, monsters oh yeah. She blushed and got shy and said that she was sorry but she had a bf. Ah well.


As for poker.... its bad. I feel bleak about it. I have extended myself too far, I cant keep playing poker hard and doing well in school, its just too much, I hit the wall. I don't think I am going to play poker until school is over in 20 days. I need to learn to beat 400 nl for 4-5 pt bb over 100k hands this summer though for sure. I am also going to purchase a seadoo for myself, gonna cost at least 5k but its worth it.



Saw a porn today where i swear to god the guy was sakisaki, it really made me lose concentration.

EDIT - HERE IS THE link TO SAKISAKI IN A PORNO

http://tgp.pornaccess.com/galleries/b...s-2_03b/?subprogram_id=4&adv_id=12555


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